Sunday, December 18, 2011
I'm tired of bullshit, bullshit people, bullshit in general...no more patience is left.?
Have you ever felt like this before? It's been a pretty tough life for me. For one, I'm a sensitive person so obviously many would say I'm not cut out for this world. But hey I'm still f***ing living, right?! I'm beautiful as I've been told by many men and women. I have a beautiful heart and I'm a virgin. I'm 25. Many of my guy friends say I'm unique and different. The reason being is because I don't follow the crowd. I have a mind of my own and am independent in thought, action, and character. I live by that quote, "Action speak louder than words." Many people claim it, say it, profess it, but I've made the effort to literally live by it I'm sure with many others that I have not had the privilege to meet. Unfortunately, I'm still not where I want to be because of my weaknesses. Women are usually intimidated by my pureness (I don't mean my virginity so much but my heart) and men just want to get in my pants and they too are intimidated that I have bigger then them. I travel to my own drum beat. But sometimes, due to my sensitivity...I hurt inside. Everywhere I turn there is opposition from friends, strangers, co-workers, because I am someone they can never be. Even though that should be a compliment, it makes me feel incredibly alone if that makes sense. I'm tired of bullshit. I'm tired of people and dealing with their insecurities. I have my own but I never put down others to make myself feel better and for one, I've never been a jealous person. I've always been quite happy with who I am. Although I know I shouldn't care, which most of the time I don't. But for some reason, every so often (say every couple of months), I get sick and tired, hurt, and just want to retreat from the world. Can anybody relate? Anybody?
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